This time really felt like crying .
Sedih .
Sedih mengenangkan imanku .
To think how pathetic I am .
To think how weak I am .
To think that aku selalu mengharap pada manusia .
Serius first time rasa macam ni ...................
Tiada ke yang nak tanya bagaimana kondisi iman aku hari hari ? Tiada ke yang nak tanya aku dah solat dhuha ke belum ? Tiada ke nak tanya aku puasa sunat tak isnin khamis ? Takde ke sape nak tanya ????
Then again . I should just be the people should see me and think of me . So called "the strong and patient Ainul" .. huh ? Really ?
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Everyone has their own ups and downs . And this is my phase .
Esok ada checkup . Pray for me
Benar, walaupun kita boleh check up ibadah harian kita, kadang2 kita perlukan juga orang2 yg mengambil berat tentang perihal iman kita. Kita mahu mereka tazkirah kita, ingatkan kita. Kita perlukan dorongan walaupun kita rasa kita boleh bawa diri. Kerana fitrah manusia tak boleh bersendirian.
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